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Why? When you are tiered, why do you go really hyper? Me and all my mates here are running around like loons!!! I am on yard duties this week so i have had to be up at 6 every morning this week so now that it is reaching the end I am getting pretty tiered so I went to bed early last night - bout 10pm which is early for me. Then at 3.30am the fire alarm went off in my block!!!!!!! It scared the crap out of me!!! So everyone pulled their dressing gowns on and piled outside. This was when I found an embarassing problem. To keep warm while we waited for the wardens to arrive, 5 of us piled into Rods car. Sarah and Rod in the front and then me sandwiched between nona and jim in the back. My leg next to Jim started shaking and god knows why. It can't be cause i was sat next to him as i ave sat next to him loads before. When a body part goes out of control you can't stop it. Then when we were all let back into the block we were so awake by that point none of us could sleep again for a couple of hours and then i had to be up at 6! I bet it will hit me tonight.

Assignments who ever invented them...grrrr!!! All I ever seem to do is sit at this computer typing all day. Bring on the 4th December when I have a bit of a break from them as the next one isn't due in till the 12th January, but until then I have still got 2 more to do.
My personal life isn't really helping with the concentation on this work either. Basically I have had loads of people coming up to me and asking me if me and Jim were a couple. So that must show that we are close so I wanted to know myself where I stood so last night I just came out with it and asked him. He basically said that we did have a really good friendship and he really didn't want to lose it which I agree with and we left it there. So I though we would be alright but this morning I couldn't be sure. On Friday I was in a bit of a car accident. Everyone was ok but my car has got a small hole in which I am booked in to have repaired but to keep water out until then I have been covering it with tape which keeps peeling off and now I have run out so I went round to ask him if he had any but I don't know if it was me but there was some awkwardness. I don't know if that was just me being paranoid or something. So now I am shit scared that I have gone and ruined that friendship.

Realised today just how long it has been since I last posted here. Just been a little busy with uni life and all these assignments which are starting to get on top of me. I have one due in tomorrow, one in on monday and then one in next friday!!! I haven't even started 2 of them so I have got a lot to do. So what have I been up to recently? Not a lot really. Working and getting pissed is about it really.
Last night there was an anne summers party at the uni bar (girls only of course) when we got back me and sarah had jim running round the flat with this thong we had been given. He got a little embarrassed when some other lads came in. lol!! But I suppose I had better get back to work now. *yawns*

I have the internet in my room! I have the internet in my room!
I have the internet in my room! I have waited so long and now it is here!

I have the internet in my room! I have the internet in my room!
I have the internet in my room! I have waited so long and now it is here!

Teaching people how to ride is a nightmare especially when you are teaching your mates from your class. You just end up shrinking into a small hole thinking shit get me out of here. My lecturer just says I have got no confidence in myself and I was going fine I just had to speak up so the ride could hear me. At least I have got a few months to get better.

Do you know when you get those dreams which seem so weired. On Saturday night I had this dream that was so believable that even when I woke up and realised it was a dream I was still convinced that it was real. Basically I was in my common room with a few of my flat mates and the flat next door. Me and Jim had been talking to each other all night and I went to go and get something from my room. I felt this hand grab my arm and stop me. Turned round to see it was Jim. Basically it ended up him asking me out! The thing is I then woke up after saying yes! It felt really real and last night going out with both the flats me and Jim were getting rather close. (I could feel some daggers hitting me from his admirer). The thing is I really don't know what to do. Fuck! Why can life be so hard at times?

Then to top things off the internet is still not working. I think I might kill that women who keeps on saying to me I will send them another email. grrrrr!!!!

Sarah and Jim who I went out with till 3am on Wed night came round to the flat again bored so the 3 of us decided to go for a quick drink all being tierd. This "quick drink" turned out to last till 3am again! I had to be in lectures by 9 this morning! We had a great night again and Lizzy (Jim's stalker) came over again. He is now even starting to get quite scared of her. Awww bless. Still no signs of the internet in my room yet though.

God uni life is starting to get to me *yawns*. Last night it was Rob's (from the flat next door) birthday so me and Katie and 2 of his flatmates decided to go the bar to celebrate and boy did we do that. After being thrown out the pub because we wouldn't leave when they wanted to close we ended up back at Rob's flat ordering pizza takeaways at 3am! It was a right laugh though cause we were winding up one of Rob's mates, Jim all night. We have told this girl he likes her and now she is obsessed with him and won't leave him alone. Jim hates her really. *oops!* I think he might hate me and Katie now. I really am a sweet and innocent girl really *polishes halo before schemeing something else - lol*

This sucks I am home for the weekend so I decided to have a look on empire but I can't get on. It will let me onto their homepage but I can't get any further! grrrr! The internet isn't on in my room yet either and I wish it was! Might be on when I go back on Sunday!